lease allow me to introduce
myself.
I am Philibus Anubus now known as The Amulet
My existance changed dramatically 208 years ago. I was a man, but now
all
that I am has been placed in a crystal sphere about an inch in
diameter.
For me, this was a very good thing, although it severly impared my
mobility.
I was never a healthy person. My physical form failed me at every turn.
In my youth, my heart was weak and it only took a few moments of play
to
exhaust me. As a young adult, I was strong enough to attend school, but
not
for much else. In my older years, I discovered I loved life, but hated
the
body that I inhabited. When the opportunity arrose to leave the husk
behind
and yet allow my mind to continue to grow, I could do nothing but take
the
great leap into the crystal.
I do not pretend to understand the means by which my "soul" was placed
into
the crystal. I have promised that I will not reveal the identity of the
person
who performed this miraculous transformation. I will never answer
questions
about that aspect of my existance.
But, dear Reader, do not despair of finding nothing here justifying
your
attention and time. On the contrary I plan to divulge information to
you
which is unknown to any others. The great mystery of this revelation is
that it raises serious questions about all the experiences I have known
and flounts
my very concept of reality.
When the transformation took place, I felt most the lack of pain.
Pain was something I had always lived with and to have no body to give
me
pain was like being able to see for the first time or hear music where
silence
had reigned. As my attention was able to explore the subtle areas of
consiousness
that had been lost in the constant noise of my malfunctioning body, I
became
aware of a mind that seemed above my own. I do not know if this other
mind
has always been with me and previously lost in the haze of pain or if
it
is something that happened when my mind was placed into the crystal I
now
inhabit.
I call this thing within me a "Uber Ego". It is a consiouness as
distint
as may own and is one I can sometimes convers with. It is a man, not a
god
and yet it seems to wield powers that warp time and space almost at
will.
He (if so I may refer to a being so lofty) may know all about some
things,
but knows little of vast areas of my reality.
He lives in a place with others like him that are able to somehow
control
the actions of some beings on this world. Though they exersize absolute
control
of the actions of those they possess, they seem to see what happens
through a dark glass. But the powers of the Uber Ego exceed theirs in
many ways.
Sometimes I think that my entire existance is nothing more than a echo
of
this other world beyond. And worse, what is to become of our world with
such
masters in control? This is the reason that I have never given any I
know
this vision of the world above.
Sometimes it is almost as if through the mind of the Uber Ego I am able
to read the thoughts of other around me and using this knowlege move
backward
in time. Although I have had decades to experience this, the sensation
is one that I shall ever become accomstumed to. Often as I gaze into
the life
of another it seems I become them. Thereafter I am unable to put the
experience
into terms other than those that express something that happened to me
rather than to the other that I understand I was feeling. Forgive me
therefore if
it seems my frame of reference seems to shift in unnatural ways. It is
an
unnatural situation I find myself in!
It is plain that the Uber Ego has centered his attention on the Local
509,
that group of adventurers that has had so may fantastic experiences. It
is
clear that my entire destiny is that I am to be their chronicler. It is
a
fate that is agreeable to me in every way. How could it be otherwise?
But, enough of me for now. I am the most minor participant in their
adventures.
My form provides me an ideal way to observe their actions in detail in
a
detached manor. This I have done and what I have observered is
preserved herein.
In addition, I have interviewed all the heros and set down that which
they
remember of events that occured before I joined the Local 509.